Jessy : surprised found your Blog active again. If return to Austin or Tx yu ll be back to nothing xxx, you reencountered yur father and family, yur town and where yu were raised, all that a BEAUTIFUL STORY, forget about "best friends" there s none better than your real-past and roots, yur family and sister etc. FIGTH for it, get whatever Job yu can, menial or not, fact is i'm atonished -suffer for you- yur crappy stuff about Austin Tx. Tx should have been a past page,buried. Yur Church and yur interior strength (yur father s story) will keep yu up. Austin or Tx will sink yu in the worst Karma with no support. FORGET please do not ever think that CRAP any more ! (The massage guy will come sooner or later, stick there please) Signed somene that ADMIRES YU Jess.